Blogging

I know I addressed this now several times, but I am just going to do it again. Today is May Day which means that my last month here starts. Or my last real month, I’ll still be here in the beginning of June, but just not in Iowa anymore.
It feels weird and I want to do so many things that I feel like I wasted my time before. No I didn’t waste it, but anyway:

It feels just wrong to me to have to spend my time blogging. I know that I am just complaining and that writing 700 words a week is not too much for an LA class, but still. I wanted to have a good blog, a blog where I actually would say something, something people 9or at least some) would enjoy reading about. Ha! Maybe I dreamed too high in the beginning but I think that’s what you’re supposed to do or not? I mean if you not even dream high how should you ever get high? (Funny, funny, two meanings.) But back to topic:
I don’t want to spend my time blogging, when I can to sooo many other thinks. Things I really want to do.

I not even know why I am doing this. I mean my grades don’t count here, so don’t I just do enough to not fail?! I tell myself that I do it, so that I don’t have to tale finals (I’m considering skipping those), but I know that it is because I just want to do well for myself. I know teachers and parents say that this is a wonderful character quality, but all kids get it right away. It is kind of dump.

So anyway dear Mr. Teacher, I will keep blogging, even though the quality of my blogs is decreasing significantly. If anyone ever reads this, I wonder what you do with your free time. Go and take your dog for a walk! Use your time!